subconsciously. just maybe. somtimes. for a little. for a tiny bit. for a big bit. thoughtlessly, unknowingly.
something that you've had for long. yet wished you had. more. sometimes you're happy the way you are. know you dont want any. then you 're confused. if youi've had it at all from the start. or if it had had you. if you had wanted. if it had wanted you. if it had had even been at all. then you realise you've had something else thats always been there. yet never seen, there. you know not if it is there, or if you want it. yet it seems like its there. and it wants you. it seems like you wanted it. yet you've had had another, and not yet thought about wanting this too. then you're stuck. then you wonder, if you've had anything at all.
this is cliche i know but i think it is the most romantic thing in the world to have a guy twang on his eguit outside your balcony in the pouring rain singing his own song for you but it will not happen because the rain will just kill the equipment unless he puts plastic or something. which wont not be romantic anymore. and yes, thats duly insipred from She Will Be Loved of Maroon 5. my almost vintage playlist that spots songs from cantonese CID shows and chori chori too.
